Tanith

How can I be so exited about a normal excel training. The company were I work for offered an excel training for the people who wanted it, so I am going! This Friday I got the first one, intermediate they call it. I had a quick look at what they are going through in that 1 day, but it seems like I know most of the stuff. I just want the certificate that comes with it so I can show my future bosses that I know the program and that I can do all this stuff! Maybe that’s why I am exited, I do not have many papers and this was I can prove that I know it.

There are 2 credit controllers going out soon for pregnancy leave and I really hope I can squeeze myself in to take over their ledgers, or you know, from one of those two. The wages are a lot more and let’s face it; Liam and I can really use that raise that comes with the job, also because we do not want to live in this damn house forever, next summer we’re moving out! Also, again for future bosses, credit controller looks a lot better then assistant administrator.

Logging queries is what I am doing at the moment, and sometimes helping out with cash allocations, it is so damn boring. But hey, it is my entire fault, I dropped out of college, I could not be bothered anymore. It just sometimes a bit hard, back in Holland I was about to run the department I was working in, I was told unofficially that if I had stayed, I would have been the most likely candidate for the job, to supervise and lead. Here I am, in England, starting all the way at the bottom again, sometimes makes me feel like crying. I can do so much more then this simple work but I am just not given the opportunity here. Maybe I should move on, or calm down and wait for the best?